{"id":249,"date":"2024-03-26T09:24:22","date_gmt":"2024-03-26T08:24:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/?p=249"},"modified":"2024-03-26T09:24:22","modified_gmt":"2024-03-26T08:24:22","slug":"unworthy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/?p=249","title":{"rendered":"Unworthy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<style class=\"wpcode-css-snippet\">body {\r\n  max-width: 700px\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line {\r\n  overflow: hidden;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__inner {\r\n  display: flex;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 20s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line2 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 15s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line3 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 17s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line4 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 12s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line5 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 18s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line6 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 15s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line7 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n\tmargin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 10s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line8 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n  margin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 18s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n\r\n.line__line9 {\r\n  flex-shrink: 0;\r\n  margin: 0;\r\n  animation-name: marqueeLine;\r\n  animation-duration: 16s;\r\n  animation-timing-function: linear;\r\n  animation-iteration-count: infinite;\r\n}\r\n@keyframes marqueeLine {\r\n  from {\r\n    transform: translateX(-100%);\r\n  }\r\n  \r\n  to {\r\n    transform: translateX(0);\r\n  }\r\n}<\/style>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line\">There are days when I feel I need to prove myself, I need to prove myself to be worthy of life.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line\">There are days when I feel I need to prove myself, I need to prove myself to be worthy of life <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line2\">There are days when talking makes me anxious and I don\u2019t know what to say.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line2\">There are days when talking makes me anxious and I don\u2019t know what to say <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line3\">Calling someone is so difficult, calling men is twice more difficult. Calling my soul is the hardest.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line3\">Calling someone is so difficult, calling men is twice more difficult. Calling my soul is the hardest <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line4\">Some days are difficult to connect \u2014 sometimes that\u2019s what I just need.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line4\">Some days are difficult to connect \u2014 sometimes that\u2019s what I just need <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line5\">My family keeps me imprisoned with all the misery of my childhood. My family keeps me binded.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line5\">My family keeps me imprisoned with all the misery of my childhood. My family keeps me binded <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line6\">Mom has health issues and I need to take care of her. It\u2019s nice but takes my energy to live.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line6\">Mom has health issues and I need to take care of her. It\u2019s nice but takes my energy to live <\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line7\">Sis has mental issues and I need to take care of her. It\u2019s hard and brings me lots of guilt.\n<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line7\">Sis has mental issues and I need to take care of her. It\u2019s hard and brings me lots of guilt \n<\/p>\n  <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"line\">\n  <div class=\"line__inner\">\n    <p class=\"line__line8\">Dad is not loved, bro is manipulative. Sometimes I wonder why my family sucks.<\/p>\n    <p class=\"line__line8\">Dad is not loved, bro is manipulative. 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