{"id":241,"date":"2024-03-09T19:19:25","date_gmt":"2024-03-09T18:19:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/?p=241"},"modified":"2024-03-09T19:27:29","modified_gmt":"2024-03-09T18:27:29","slug":"loneliness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/?p=241","title":{"rendered":"Loneliness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">I\u2019m lost. Loneliness kills me. \nI want to love but I reject love. \nI want to be loved but I reject love. \nI want to love myself. But I reject love.\nCould you love me so hard that I love myself?\n\nI\u2019m lost. Isolation kills me.\nI want to express myself but I reject my existence.\nI want to follow my dreams but I reject my dreams.\nCould you appear in my dreams and show the way?\n\nI\u2019m lost. I\u2019m scared.\nI\u2019m endangered. The lack of security kills me.\nInsecurity kills me. Will I find you?\nCould I live with you forever? \n\nLoneliness kills me.\nIsolation kills me.\nFear kills me.\nHelp me.\nHelp me, my love.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m lost. Loneliness kills me. I want to love but I reject love. I want to be loved but I reject love. I want to love myself. But I reject love. Could you love me so hard that I love myself? I\u2019m lost. Isolation kills me. I want to express myself but I reject my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-241","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/241","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=241"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/241\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":242,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/241\/revisions\/242"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=241"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=241"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/trauma.empty.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=241"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}