Things could have unfolded differently,
But here I am, here is what I became.
Looking at these cool dudes on Instagram,
I feel so invisible, I feel so inferior, 
My heritage seems dirty and muddy.
And looking at the cool German dudes
Walking in the streets of Prenzlauer Berg,
I feel like I am nobody, my identity is shit.
If only I could get out of this cage.
If only I could change my mind.
If only I could reverse aging.
To see you again and try it again.

Aging washes away my hopes again.