There are days when I feel I need to prove myself, I need to prove myself to be worthy of life.

There are days when I feel I need to prove myself, I need to prove myself to be worthy of life

There are days when talking makes me anxious and I don’t know what to say.

There are days when talking makes me anxious and I don’t know what to say

Calling someone is so difficult, calling men is twice more difficult. Calling my soul is the hardest.

Calling someone is so difficult, calling men is twice more difficult. Calling my soul is the hardest

Some days are difficult to connect — sometimes that’s what I just need.

Some days are difficult to connect — sometimes that’s what I just need

My family keeps me imprisoned with all the misery of my childhood. My family keeps me binded.

My family keeps me imprisoned with all the misery of my childhood. My family keeps me binded

Mom has health issues and I need to take care of her. It’s nice but takes my energy to live.

Mom has health issues and I need to take care of her. It’s nice but takes my energy to live

Sis has mental issues and I need to take care of her. It’s hard and brings me lots of guilt.

Sis has mental issues and I need to take care of her. It’s hard and brings me lots of guilt

Dad is not loved, bro is manipulative. Sometimes I wonder why my family sucks.

Dad is not loved, bro is manipulative. Sometimes I wonder why my family sucks

There are days when I feel I need to prove myself to my family which sucks.

There are days when I feel I need to prove myself to my family which sucks