Loneliness

I’m lost. Loneliness kills me. 
I want to love but I reject love. 
I want to be loved but I reject love. 
I want to love myself. But I reject love.
Could you love me so hard that I love myself?

I’m lost. Isolation kills me.
I want to express myself but I reject my existence.
I want to follow my dreams but I reject my dreams.
Could you appear in my dreams and show the way?

I’m lost. I’m scared.
I’m endangered. The lack of security kills me.
Insecurity kills me. Will I find you?
Could I live with you forever? 

Loneliness kills me.
Isolation kills me.
Fear kills me.
Help me.
Help me, my love.